The semester is coming to a close and I have two exams left…well two and a half if you count the essay section of my history exam that I still have to write. My plan is to drive up to campus tomorrow and take my economics exam, study for my math one later in the [...]

I’ve sat here for awhile now trying to write this entry in Word and all I’ve done is deleted and deleted again. I can’t seem to get my thoughts organized in a way that they will make sense, I can’t seem to get them down on paper (well … internet paper!) so that it doesn’t [...]

The last week has been a week of decision. I made the decision to go back to counseling for awhile because I can’t handle the stress anymore. I need someone, unrelated to all situations, that I can talk too and that can try and help me understand things that I don’t particularly grasp. I haven’t been in [...]

I often feel like I’m going crazy sometimes and that my life never gets the chance to just chill out. I often feel like the minute things start to look up or start going good, something happens to change that all. Some how in between there I get told them I’m crazy, too emotional and [...]

Recently, I was reading one of my daily reads and came across an article that had been posted in an entry entitled The benefits of keeping a private journal. In this article it talks about introspection which is
the observation or examination of one’s own mental and emotional state, mental processes, etc.; the act of looking [...]

the one person you care about most, love the most and have completely given your heart too frustrates you more than anyone else, why is that? Perhaps, it’s because we put said person on a pedestal or hold them at a higher level than everyone else and when they don’t meet our expectations/standards, it angers us. [...]

There are so many things to say, so many thoughts going through my mind that even after thinking about them for a few days to make sure I had things sorted out, I still don’t know where to start. My brother has been here for a week and I’m already cringing at him being here [...]