It’s been a couple of days since Alan left to go home and I’ve been doing better than expected. I figured I’d feel sad all day and want to cry the majority of the time, but I’ve had none of that. I am sure that sleeping all day because my sleep schedule is so screwed [...]

I got home about 45 minutes ago from the airport. Alan and I left around 3:30pm after having lunch at Apple Bee’s to insure that he got there on time since the airport is about 45minutes to an hour from where I live. We got there around 4:30pm and sat there until 6pm when he [...]

I had a horrible day yesterday that consisted of yelling, screaming and arguing with Alan. I wish I had some tape drives so that I could have recorded and uploaded later what we argued about because I don’t really feel like trying to explain it but it didn’t end so nicely. I’m just sick of [...]

Tomorrow is stop day which means the end of classes which means that Monday is the start of exam week. I have four exams next week but luckily all of mine are scheduled at one per day so I can study and concern on one thing at a time. My math final is on Monday, [...]

Ever since someone started a thread on Lavish about Adagio Teas, I’ve been interested but I’ve never had the money to purchase any of their products. Not to mention, I was kind of intimidated by the whole loose leaf tea idea because I’m accustomed to drinking sweet tea and nothing else, although as of lately [...]

Stress is deadly and it’s something I’ve been dealing with since I moved back to Kansas and even before then, but I’ve come to realize that my worries, my complaints and my stress were all legitimate and that it wasn’t complete bullshit after all. I still have a lot of stress from Alan and I’s [...]

This time last year, I was on a plane to Michigan to meet Alan for the first time; it was my fall break and it’s that time of year again and I wish I had the finances to do the same thing but I don’t. Instead I’m stuck here in Lawrence doing absolutely nothing. If [...]