I just want to be loved…and I’m not anymore, and it hurts so very much. I’ve never been one to self harm and I won’t ever be one to do so, but that’s how bad it hurts - that maybe…just maybe if I make a cut, the pain will go away. That’s how my heart [...]

the one person you care about most, love the most and have completely given your heart too frustrates you more than anyone else, why is that? Perhaps, it’s because we put said person on a pedestal or hold them at a higher level than everyone else and when they don’t meet our expectations/standards, it angers us. [...]

I hardly slept last night, which seems to be the story of my life when it comes to sleep as of lately; staying up late, sleeping all day or being so dead tired that when I finally get into bed I can’t fall asleep…it’s weird and it didn’t help that at around 11:40ish or so [...]

Alan should be flying out of Charleston any minute now (scheduled flight 6am) - it already feels lonely without him here. It’s amazing how one can get so use too and comfortable having another person around only after a week…I realize that it’ll be different when we’re around each other all the time, when we [...]

His luggage is packed - at least most of it - and he’s ready to go and I’m ready to pick him up! In less than 24 hours, Alan will be arriving in Charleston to spend the week with me as well as meet my family. It’s been two months since we last saw each [...]

It’s absolutely amazing this feeling that I feel for my best friend, my boyfriend, my companion, my lover…I’m so in love with him, I cannot even describe how it makes me feel inside :heart: Only 3 weeks until he’s here with me!

I went in for my interview at 2pm and ended up speaking with an assistant manager since the store manager was out at an appointment tat that time. At the end of the interview, she asked me if I could come back at 4:30pm to do a second interview with Pam (the store manager) and of course, [...]