It’s all I need.
Saturday, July 5th, 2008Updates later.
Archive for the ‘Relationship’ Category
11:50pm!
Wednesday, June 25th, 2008That’s the time Alan will be arriving in Charleston, and staying until the morning of July 5th; I honestly cannot tell you how excited I am. I went to work at 10pm last night to help with inventory and was so pumped up that I was dancing around the store in front of people that [...]
Since when is caring a crime?
Tuesday, May 6th, 2008I was downstairs earlier when Alan called me and so I didn’t hear my phone; I called him back when I got upstairs and realized I had missed the call. I asked him what he had been doing and he said he had been applying for jobs to which I asked where. He gave me [...]
I don’t even know.
Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008I’ve sat here for awhile now trying to write this entry in Word and all I’ve done is deleted and deleted again. I can’t seem to get my thoughts organized in a way that they will make sense, I can’t seem to get them down on paper (well … internet paper!) so that it doesn’t [...]
The end.
Monday, April 21st, 2008I just want to be loved…and I’m not anymore, and it hurts so very much. I’ve never been one to self harm and I won’t ever be one to do so, but that’s how bad it hurts - that maybe…just maybe if I make a cut, the pain will go away. That’s how my heart [...]
Sometimes…
Sunday, March 9th, 2008the one person you care about most, love the most and have completely given your heart too frustrates you more than anyone else, why is that? Perhaps, it’s because we put said person on a pedestal or hold them at a higher level than everyone else and when they don’t meet our expectations/standards, it angers us. [...]
I wasn’t expecting that.
Friday, February 15th, 2008I hardly slept last night, which seems to be the story of my life when it comes to sleep as of lately; staying up late, sleeping all day or being so dead tired that when I finally get into bed I can’t fall asleep…it’s weird and it didn’t help that at around 11:40ish or so [...]