Stress is deadly and it’s something I’ve been dealing with since I moved back to Kansas and even before then, but I’ve come to realize that my worries, my complaints and my stress were all legitimate and that it wasn’t complete bullshit after all. I still have a lot of stress from Alan and I’s [...]

The internet has been around since the early 90′s and over the years has evolved into a product that over 1.07 billion people use on a daily basis. It allows us to research topics with a click of a button and connects us to people from all around the world, not only that but the [...]

I feel like I’m the third wheel in my own relationship, the person who follows everyone around because they don’t have someone to hang out with by themselves, or the person people invite along because they feel bad for them. In my case, however, I feel like I’m the last one to get any kind [...]

If you ever met my boyfriend, Alan, on the streets and asked him to describe my personality I wouldn’t be surprised if he told you that I’m an emotional mess. Sure, it may sound pretty harsh but I honestly wouldn’t be surprised – he tells me all the time I’m too emotional like being emotional is [...]

Since Alan left to go back home last Saturday, I’ve been having a hard time dealing with the emptiness that was left behind. Even though he wasn’t here for a -long- time, it was long enough to get use to having him there when I wake up in the morning, to cuddle and hug with, [...]

I honestly cannot describe how extremely happy I am, despite Alan having left to fly back home this morning at 6am. The last week and a half that I spent with him was absolutely amazing and filled with happiness and laugther – it makes all the rough patches we went through worth it all. We [...]

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