probably won’t was losing some weight by the next time I saw Alan, which hopefully will be in August. Sure, I still have about a month and a halves time to lose some weight, but when I really think about all the excuses I could come up with the one that is actually true is: when will I find the time? When will I find the time to actually sit down and plan out meals and count up calories, except the weekend? I work all day and for the most part every night too. When I get home, I’m tired and for the most part hit the sack except for maybe 5 or 10 minutes that I might take to shower or eat a quick snack. Sigh, I wish there was no excuse to have excuses! I refuse to rely on diet pills like Anoretix, but at the same time it’s getting pretty tempting. I doubt that is something that I’ll ever resort too simply because I’m afraid of anything and everything that I could put into my body that causes heart rate to increase and what not.