Christmas has come and gone which means it was time to switch back to the old theme. Hopefully, I’ll get a chance to work on a new one this coming weekend.
Alan leaves tomorrow. I’m not looking forward to it. He’s been here just shy of two weeks and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Sure, neither of us had the money to go out and do anything so the majority of the time was spent in the apartment watching movies, playing Animal Crossing, playing WoW and just being together – that’s all I wanted. It’s not going to be easy. It never is. I always cry even though I try not too and I try not to be sad because I know I’ll see him again, it’s just that I’m tired of doing this coming and going thing, ya know? I deal with it the best I can because I love him but that doesn’t make it any easier. Not to mention, I haven’t been alone in about 2-3 weeks so going back to an empty apartment after being in SC for Christmas and him being here since I came back isn’t going to be easy. I hate being alone.
Hopefully, things will be better than expected. I start my new job on Monday so that will occupy my mind. I start classes on Thursday the 15th and I look forward to them very much. I want to do 10x better this semester because I know I can. I have money coming on the 12th/13th from school which is good because I have rent to pay along with my other bills and I still have to get my books; once I get that out of the way, I’ll be good to go and I can relax a bit more. I really can’t wait to start saving money for a new mattress set as well as a laptop for school. I plan to replace the RAM in my current PC because it’s going bad and causes my PC to blue screen constantly; I figured that will suffice for now until I have money saved up to build a new one.
Anyways, I’m off for now to play some WoW and spend the rest of the evening with my boyfriend.
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Terri
I know how hard it is to leave your loved one. I spent a couple of years in a long-distance relationship and saying goodbye was never easy – in fact it just got harder. But you do cope, because you’ll see him again
Good luck with the new job, too !
Amanda
I’m really sorry Alan has to leave, I definitely know how hard it is to be apart and have to say goodbye all the time. Hopefully classes and a new job will keep you occupied.
Cora
Oh that is the most terrible thing, seeing him leave. I have to go through it next week with Robbie goes to L.A (only for a week) but still, it’s so heartbreaking to go to bed alone. *sigh* I’m just keeping myself really busy and let’s hope the days fly by.