I had a horrible day yesterday that consisted of yelling, screaming and arguing with Alan. I wish I had some tape drives so that I could have recorded and uploaded later what we argued about because I don’t really feel like trying to explain it but it didn’t end so nicely. I’m just sick of the drama and the arguing, whether I start or he starts – it doesn’t matter, I’m tired of it. And just when I was doing really well and feeling happy and uplifted about things, this happens. Not to mention, we’re two weeks away from him coming to Kansas to see me over break…ugh, I don’t know anymore.