Tomorrow is already today so I can technically say that I have my first counseling appointment today at 10:30am. I made the appointment about two weeks ago but they didn’t have any openings until after fall break and since the first appointment is suppose to last an hour, I guess that makes sense. Things have been a bit better in the recent week or so than they have been but I still need to go – I need to do it for myself if anything else whether or not I think I’m okay or not doesn’t matter. I know I’m not okay but like everyone else I have my good days and my bad days, it just seems that the bad outweigh the good at this point in time. Hopefully things will go smoothly and I’ll like the person I’m talking too; that’s a big thing for me, to feel comfortable talking to the person in front of me. Sure, it’s a stranger and they aren’t going to judge me as much as a family member or friend would because they don’t know me outside of the room we speak in but it’s still important to feel comfortable and if I don’t, I won’t talk which will render the whole counseling appointment useless. I really need a pick me up; maybe looking through some funny t-shirts will do it or perhaps, I don’t know…a friend to hang out with Anyways I’ll let y’all know how things go.

Tags: Counseling

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