This time last year, I was on a plane to Michigan to meet Alan for the first time; it was my fall break and it’s that time of year again and I wish I had the finances to do the same thing but I don’t. Instead I’m stuck here in Lawrence doing absolutely nothing. If anything, I’ll go to my dad’s house Friday or Saturday and stay the night so that I can do laundry at their house but they never go out and do anything either so I’d be sitting around just as much if I just stayed home.

Over the break, which really is just two days we don’t have classes, I need to figure out my job situation. I had been waiting to hear back about a job I applied to at the end of September and had received a letter about my application and resume being forwarded to the team leader for review – well I haven’t heard a damn thing since. I called yesterday to check on the status and left a message for the human resource lady and she left me a message today saying they are still looking for someone for the second position and that once it’s filled everyone who applied would receive letters in the mail; basically, I take that as I’m not going to get the job let alone get an interview.

I don’t really want to go back to Old Navy for the simple fact that I’m TIRED of retail and I want something different, I want something that’s more along the lines of what I’m going to school for but…I will most likely have to go back to Old Navy because I have no money and I’m tired of asking my mom to transfer money into my account so I can pay what little bills I have. I can’t do a damn thing – I can’t go out, I can’t buy anything…ugh it sucks. I really hope something comes up soon so I don’t have to go back there.

Anyways, I’m thinking about sitting down over my break and working on a new theme, a Christmas theme so that it’s ready come December. I’ve been trying to think of new ways to add content to the site and change it up a bit but haven’t had any luck. I’ll keep thinking though!