Alan should be flying out of Charleston any minute now (scheduled flight 6am) - it already feels lonely without him here. It’s amazing how one can get so use too and comfortable having another person around only after a week…I realize that it’ll be different when we’re around each other all the time, when we live with each other and have to deal with each other 24/7 but even so after a week, I wouldn’t have him leave if it was my choice and I know he feels the same way when I leave Michigan to come home. Being with him is absolutely amazing, being with him makes me feel loved like I’ve never been loved before and being with him makes me feel like nothing could possibly go wrong, it’s as if I’m invisible to all the evil in the world and that I’m safe from harms way - he makes me feel that way and it’s wonderful. This isn’t goodbye, he said in the airport, because he’ll always be with me in my heart but it doesn’t make walking away from him any easier, it doesn’t make the goodbye I’ll see you later any easier either but I know I will see him again soon - February, hopefully, for my birthday.

I know you’ll read this later and I just want you to know that…I love you with all my heart and soul. I love you with everything that I have to give/offer, I love you with everything that I am. You are the most amazing, caring, sweet, loving man I’ve ever met in my life up to this point and there is no one that I could possibly forsee meeting that could top what you’ve given me in the 6 months we’ve been together. You were there for me when I needed you in the beginning as a friend and you’re still here for me when I need you, six months later as an amazing boyfriend and you’ll be there for me until the end. I am forever thankful for everything you’ve done, everything you’ve given, and the way you make me feel inside - there are no words that could possibly describe the love I feel for you and the love you make me feel. You ARE the man of dreams and I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you hubby!

Tags: Alan, Family, Love

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