Today, Alan left for Paradise Island for a week long vacation with his family - in case you don’t know where Paradise Island is, it’s in the Bahamas :P Anyways…I’m a little sad to say the least. For the first time in four months (how long we’ve been dating) and for the first time since we started talking with the exception of me going to Florida and Kansas for a week in May, this is our longest time “apart” without talking at ALL. Going out of the country means his cell phone doesn’t work and so we don’t get to talk and while it sounds really needy and such, we’ve talked to each other every day and every night for the past four months, not a day has gone by without talking at least once and now for a week we don’t have that.

Sure, it’ll be a good “break” for the both of us, he’ll be able to relax from work and have some nice vacation time on the beach and I’ll be busy with two interviews next week and HOPEFULLY starting a new job but it’s weird when you are so use to doing something every day that when you don’t have it…it almost feels empty. It’s not like he’s gone on vacation to Branson Missouri or some other place in the United States where his cell would work, but he’s left the country! :( I do hope he has a great time and I am jealous of the fact that he’s in the BAHAMAS but in the end, I’ll still miss him until he comes home next Saturday and I know he’ll miss me. Him being away and feeling empty when he’s not there for me to talk too only allows me to see even more how much I feel for him - we have an amazing relationship and I honestly couldn’t be happier and I know he feels the same :heart:

PS: If the site goes into maintenance mode at random times tonight or next week, it’s because I’m trying to work on the new theme! :)