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Feeling a bit better

My stomach is feeling a lot better; however now I have an entirely NEW problem…my left eye. Yesterday, it got this really weird pain in it; a pain that is hard to explain, it’s not a sharp pain or a dull pain, but if I push on the corner of it it’s very uncomfortable feeling. I’ve rubbed the crap out of it because it’s been bugging me and now my whole left eye looks bloodshot…I swear I just want to feel better!

In other news, I talked to my boyfriend on the 21st of July and basically told him that I was unhappy and there was not a damn thing he could say this time around to make me feel or accuse me of overreacting or being emotional; this is completely his doing & his fault, and all I have to say about the matter is that if he doesn’t shape up & start SHOWING me that he loves me & cares about me & wants to be with me like he SAYS he does, he’s going to be seeing the one person who cares about him the most (as he has said himself even) walk out the door. I’m tired of being unhappy, I don’t deserve it; does that mean I don’t love him or want to be with him? Of course it doesn’t, but over the course of my own years of dating & dealing with relationship things between my parents (they are divorced) if there’s one thing I’ve learned it’s to take care of myself first & foremost (as selfish as it sounds) and when it comes to my happiness I won’t let me be anything OTHER than happy.

I Heart You

I was talking to my bestest this morning on AIM and he sent me the cutest thing…you’ll only get it if you play World of Warcraft. It says I heart you or I love you but the love/heart part is an image of a health pot, get it?! :D It made me smile, haha.

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